Too much pressure and I feel kind of homesick...

I received some nice grades today. It felt kind of good to have this pleasure again. The psychologist from the specialized house wrote me to know if I was available for some one on one meeting next week, in the morning. Problem is that my parents don't know anything about my eating disorders so they can't motivate me at school...Tomorrow I'm gonna ask my supervisor if it would be possible for them to motivate my missed classes without my parent's authorization...I hope so.

I'm in a very very busy week, and that make's it easier to avoid being at home and eating with family nor binging. The only thing is that I've got too many things too do and I don't know if I'll be able to pass through it.

Today= Oatmeal cookie (200 calories) + Apple (90 calories) + Small chicken salad (195 calories) + 2 coffee (4 calories) - 30 minutes of elliptical bike (-300 calories) - 20 minutes of training in a gym (unknown)= 185 calories